I think I might have just written one of the most important things that I’ve ever written in my life.
One of the most important.

i had this intense dream last night involving water.
ocean waves.
these waves were coming to wash people away and kill them, er something.
a number of people i knew, loved ones, family, people huddled close together in this room with these wooden framed glass windows facing towards the waves. it seemed like the room was placed right beneath some pier.. like the santa monica pier.. er somethin’. but..
everyone gathered in this room.. it kind of felt like a family holiday gathering.
we were together, some stood, some sat. but we were all there, facing towards the ocean.. we watched as each gigantic wave came crashing against the windows, bracing ourselves for the next. hoping, it wasn’t the one that was gonna kill us.
the last thing i remember was.. being surprised at how the glass wasn’t breaking.

it warms my freakin heart when i think about someone having to write out or say my name. damn.
kinda just, stops me still, you know.

my brother told me that if i was a dog, i’d be one that’d have to wear a vest.

Hug Therapy

“Body wrapping” seems to calm and focus some anxious and stressed dogs. Neurobiologists believe that any type of trauma can damage nerve receptors, leading to exaggerated responses to stimuli. By applying constantly maintained pressure, the wrap provides an unchanging, quieting stimulus that causes the receptors to adapt and modify their thresholds in a cumulative manner.

Dog behaviorists have developed a variety of techniques for “wrapping” a dog ranging from T-shirts to elastic bandage wraps. The easiest wrap for a dog owner to try is the Anxiety Wrap — a sturdy, stretchy vest that hugs the torso like a body stocking. The Wrap’s inventor emphasizes that the dog should be introduced to the wrap before anxiety causing situations are present because you don’t want the dog to associate the Wrap with something that causes distress.

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left a tiny sprinkle of a poo, right outside the door of my work.

i have to say, it’s a little disturbing for me to watch distracted dog owners drag their dog behind them.. when their dog is trying to take a crap… forced to walk and poo at the same damn time.
.. ..i always.. seem.. to see it in action.

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annnn un go d l y hou r.