it breaks my heart that my family is so sick.
so disgustingly sick in the head and the heart, the physical and the mental.. I’ve tried so hard to help to aid to heal to be present to shed light and to support.
it’s bringing me down and I think it’s time to sever some ties, they are sick and if I continue i’ll be sick too… more then I already am.
oh gawd, how do I suck so hard at computering?
what a bunch of baloney